All by myself in Moshi
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006Everyone keeps asking, “So what did you do by yourself all those days after you left the rest of the group on Kilimanjaro?” My answer: everything and a whole lot of nothing. Explanation: I spent about one full day debating whether I should go home early or not. Physically, I was feeling fine. Plus Mark talked to my doctor in Chicago who thought that my situation was not serious enough (yet) to warrant my coming home early. Emotionally, however, I felt so lonely. The thought of eating breakfast, lunch and dinner by myself every day depressed me to no end. Ultimately I convinced myself to stay, realizing that I may not have another chance to return to Africa. Plus, I didn’t want to miss out on the safari. I also did a whole lot of thinking, reading, and writing. I filled up all the pages in one journal and had to start another, and I finally finished reading Jack Kerouac’s On The Road (it only took me about three months).
On Friday, the day after my “rescue”, I called Karen at the Porters Assistance Project. She invited me to go down to the office and hang out with her. So I took a taxi into Moshi Town and spent a good part of the day with Karen. All I can say is she is a wonderful, wonderful woman. She made me feel so much better. We sat and talked for a couple of hours, she cried with me over my disappointment and again invited me to spend Saturday with her and Anna at the office. From the Porters Assistance Project office, I walked over to Indotaliano where I finally got to try some Indian food! I had vegetable samosas and garlic prawns with rice – it wasn’t bad. Then I went across the street to the Buffalo Internet Café for an hour of blogging and emailing. At 1,000Tsh/1.00USD per hour, I should have stayed even longer.
On Saturday I went back to Karen’s office and hung out with her and Anna for a bit then followed the routine from the day before: lunch and internet café (lunch was at The Coffee Shop this time, though). On Sunday I literally did nothing all day. It was the holiday and I knew that everything in town would be closed. So I just lounged around on the hotel grounds, read my book, baked in the sun, and waited until 6:30 rolled around, the time Karen and I set to meet for dinner. She picked me up and we went out to El Rancho, an awesome Indian restaurant a bit outside of Moshi. It was nice to eat something other than hotel food and to have real conversation with someone who speaks my language and who isn’t trying to sell me something.
Before I knew it, Monday rolled around – the day the rest of the group would be returning from the mountain. By then I was feeling pretty confident about my ability to travel alone and make it by myself in a foreign country. That isn’t to say, though, that I wasn’t thrilled beyond belief when they finally rolled up at the Keys Annex about 1:30 in the afternoon. Soon the stories started coming out and the beers started flowing. It was almost like I didn’t miss a thing.